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Tuesday, August 24, 2021

I Can Love

I could try to change how I feel
How I always feel
But why have another exercise
In human futility?
I remember that I'm in charge
Not of how I feel
But of what I do
With the feelings inside
Deciding if they destroy
Or if they lay still
I cannot change
The way others feel
I only know the love
That lies within me
Knowing that hating it
Will just make it that much bigger
That much harder
To keep tucked away
Not to be forgotten
But to be cherished
Knowing that love not returned
Isn’t a reflection of my heart
But that love kept
Even if kept quiet
Need not be a reminder of pain
But can be a reminder
That I know how to love
And that I can love again
My heart isn't used up
It's just got to be a little bigger
I can look back on that love
Even if it never ends
And know that it's part of me
A part never to be ashamed of
Even if it's only one way
Genuine love lives there
And with that thought
I can still be happy
Because I can love

Thursday, August 19, 2021

Unsaid

In silent contemplation

I reflect that words

Released from their prison

Can unburden the heart

For one less thing unsaid

Is one less cross to bear

On the path to being free


Friday, August 13, 2021

Hand in Hand


Finally the moment came
Hand in hand they walked away
Into the big bright world
All I could do was watch and pray
But they walked away together
Into the world to laugh and play
Though my heart was anxious
There were no words to say
They went out hand in hand
Ready for the this day
So hard it was to let them go
To just let them walk away
They then looked back and smiled
And I knew it was okay